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Posted on Mar 11, 2014 | 5 comments

In the Spotlight

Everything is scrutinised.

Every move of the head, hands, shoulders

Every angle of the elbows, knees, wrists

Everything I do

Again, again, again

Tears of frustration welling up behind my glasses, praying he won’t notice as I can’t make it stop.

And this is my doing, I never put myself forward, I hate the attention, but my quest for self improvement needs this, I needs this, something for me.

I leave deflated, not on the high I usually experience.

See you in 2 weeks for my next golf lesson.

 

5 Comments

  1. Hope this tough phase gets easier soon? Reminds me of learning to ski and of piano lessons, really took me back reading it. Well done you for pushing on! Good Luck x
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